A Fake Smile

I never was, I never will be.

I fake happiness when all I have is wreck.

I'll never be a mermaid

maybe if I want

maybe if I can

Maybe if one day I meet my own love.

I'll never be a rose again

but one day I was.

With red beautiful petals like bloody heart beating.

With sharped spines in my body.

But now all I have is a wilted flower

And a broken promesse